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Dear
Artist,
I finally came to see your Garden. The Garden of Tarot. The
Garden I have read so much about. The Garden that connects
so many of our shared points.
The first time I ever heard of you was in design college,
in 1992, where we, the students, had to choose an artist's
work as inspiration and create a piece of art of our own,
as a homage. I don't even remember who was my own chosen artist,
or what was my creation - I just remember my friend's choice,
and her piece that looked very similar to one of your Nanas
- your artistic interpretation of the everywoman.
Not long after, I bought two of your books, filled with your
art which magnetized me with a strange and unusual kind of
power. I felt as if we spoke a similar language, one full
of vibrant colors, details and self humor.
Do I know you? With you I feel most strongly that bond of
everywoman, sharing similar or parallel paths, experiencing
the same intensity in our doings.
I have read in your biography, that you are a Scorpio, of
course. A Scorpio that is very aware and proud of being one,
just like me. You sensed the transformation that you needed
to undergo, and the ways to achieve it through your art. You
too, experienced many deaths and rebirths. You did not find
your path easily, your life not one to sum up in just one
paragraph.
They say you used to be a model, so pretty and slender with
huge animated eyes. Yet your face, merely speaks as much as
your art. Where did you find your colors Niki de Saint Phalle?
One could wonder, but I know exactly where you did! They were
just in you! Encrypted in every cell of your body, is a different
shade of the most vivid reds, oranges, blues, greens, golds...
You are a master of the primary world, the colors that are
most raw and intense. Intense people paint in intense colors.
You have this uncanny sense to tell your tales, both happy
and tragic ones, dressed in the abundance of color. You are
not afraid of the extravagance of your palette, yet you don't
use it as a disguise. This is our language, this is how we
communicate our messages, through a blast of convincing happiness.
It's not even a matter of taste or style - it's a necessity.
We drove for so long, that it seemed as far as the end of
the world. My beloved husband - the usual driver - had much
tolerance to take me all the way. We had the feeling that
we will be the only visitors, but when we arrived, the parking
lot was full. I was so happy to see that! People make the
effort, after all. Niki de Saint Phalle - your universal conversations
have gone a long way and bring you visitors from all over
the world. Magic waits as you start the quest.
In 2001 I took a one-week trip to Paris. I was alone. Till
today, this is maybe one of my best vacations. I saw your
fountain near the Pompidou Centre. I sat at the most expensive
cafe, just because it was facing the fountain, and had the
best cappuccino of my life.
Looking at your work bounded together with the work of Jean
Tinguely, was true inspiration for art and relationships.
You dared to share while your individuality was not affected
at all. Your colorful, rounded statues looked even better
next to his iron kinetic machines. You complemented each other.
You created the same fusion I have secretly dreamed that existed.
You gave me hope. You made me take a small green sketchbook
out of my travel bag, and start being myself.
We walked through the simple yet magnificent entrance designed
by Mario Botta and climbed a bit up the hill, where some colorful
events already started peaking. By the time we reached the
small pond with the Wheel of Fortune inside it, and the Magician
and High Priestess just above it, I realized that every thing
I have seen in the pictures did not even start to describe
this amazing achievement. No justice is done for you in the
pictures, Niki.
I did not stay there enough. I did not photograph enough...
There was not one corner that you did not take care of, Niki
de Saint Phalle. Some might think you were obsessive, overdoing
things. But I know better. I see your heart and passion in
every piece of mosaic and mirror. It's not compulsion, but
the intensity of your soul. It's your way to control the new
universe you build with your hands.
I had a silent hysterical laugh, when I entered The
Empress. Amazing how from the outside she looks like
Sphinx, with a dark face, and perhaps hidden claws. I can
already see how you experienced your mother. But then, like
all of us, you went just right back to her, asking to be hugged
and made her your home. What can be more symbolic, than choosing
one breast as your kitchen, and the other as your bedroom?
You created for yourself the ideal nourishment. You first
recreated your own Ideal Mother, and then returned to her
womb, where you took your strength from, to eventually complete
your Garden of Tarots. You covered all the interior walls
with little pieces of mirror. You allowed inner reflection,
while you could not really see yourself in the mirror. The
kitchen was covered in mirror so well, that it was completely
pointless trying to photograph it.
I have seen your Fool in photographs before,
but had not fallen in love with him –till I met him
in person. Colorful thick vertical and horizontal wires created
the limits of his hollow, non-existing body. I immediately
saw in my imagination the subway map of New York City. Yes,
I know you have been living there for a while, just like me.
Yellow for the N & R train, green for the 4, 5, &
6, red for the 1 & 9. Is it a coincidence that The Fool
embodies the signs of frequent traveling? The limits of the
unlimited? One can look-through his body. Abstract shapes,
your colors, the background view of Tuscan green, intertwined,
creating a new landscape. This is when anything can start
to begin… The destination may be unknown, but the adventure
is certain. You already carry your future experiences within
you…
I was surprised by your Devil and awed by
your Death. For some of the Archetypes you created huge monuments,
real buildings where one can enter and live there, while for
some you offered a smaller in size attribute. Your Devil was
just a statue. How did you not create a whole world for him
Niki de Saint Phalle? How there was no Hell to visit in your
garden? Is it superstition? Were you afraid from the Devil,
you were better off without his Palace? Or, for you the strength
lays in hiding him, alone, behind some bushes, and let the
visitors enter their moment of challenge in private?
Your Death, so powerful, seeming so different
from each and every angle you look at him. Like a ghost rider
wrapped in royal blue, cutting through the woods with determination,
or a frame caught with a camera, in a very chosen and specific
motionless moment. His multi-colorful victims all dead next
to his feet due to his passing, leaving no questions unanswered,
and yet, I wonder; are you taking us to a festival or to heaven,
Niki?
I could bathe myself on the pond, if that was allowed. Many
people threw coins in it, for luck The Wheel of Fortune, obviously
made by Jean, generated lively sprinkles, and above all that
was a little bit scary High Priestess and
above her a mirror covered, funny Magician,
who reminded me of the fictional presenter of a comedy show.
Here you definitely pushed and tested the collective imagination,
dear artist. You made me feel differently about The High Priestess,
the one who embodies intuitive feminine power, as if you were
more connected to her than me, understood her wisdom and power
better. Did you fear this power? Did you ever fear this power
within you?
It was all up to you, Niki De Saint Phalle, and you invited
all the forces and mysteries to participate. You created your
own Council out of the Archetypes of the Tarot ,and you my
dear artist, danced among them and inside them, teased them,
laughed and cried, debated, stood right in front of them all,
sweating, while your back hurt, and your fingers were dirty
with mud and pigments for some time.
I walked on the path where you named and numbered every step
and tile, but I also walked through your vision, your dream
and extraordinary accomplishment. I will take with me the
colorful impressions, the sensual shapes, the idea that a
dream can become a reality just as it can remain a dream forever.
The
Tarot Garden:
Giardino dei Tarocchi, Capalbio, Provincia di Grossetto, Tel
39 564 89 51 22
Click
here for The Official website of Niki De Saint Phalle
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The Hierophant, closer |
Plenty of Justice |
Emperor, mosaic detail |
Bathing, inside the Empire |
Everyday Deaths, detail |
More details, posing |
The Empress and fountain |
Empress, detail |
Empress, Venus around window |
Death |
The World and sky |
Fool & World, abstract |
Tree of Life |
Tree of Life, details |
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